— 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕 ⁽ᵃᵖ⁾

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❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜

( a softer world sentence starters | accepting )

If it was up to Viktor, he’d do anything, absolutely anything in his power to stop Yuuri from hurting ever again, to take the pain away, even if it meant hurting himself — because this, seeing his love hurt was a lot more worse, felt like as if his heart was getting ripped apart instead. And most of all, the thing he couldn’t bear was that he knew he couldn’t to fix this — no matter how much he tried, no matter how much he wanted to help. “I’m sorry —” He started, a little bit choked himself, his hands balled up to fists by his sides. It took a lot to restrain himself from simply leaning forward, to touch, to feel — yet he stopped, offering Yuuri the time and the space he needed.
This helplessness resembled to those he felt in the garage the day of the Cup of China, or at the hotel — unable to reach forward and say a simple magical word to make it alright again. It felt like he needed to talk though, so he did, being more honest than he has ever been with anyone. “I don’t know Yuuri, I don’t — I don’t know whether everything has a meaning or- whether it happens without a reason-” He took a shaky breath before he continued, tried, it would have to be enough.
“We… We have this saying in Russia, На миру́ и смерть красна́. With company, even death loses its sting — even if it holds a tiny part of the truth — just know that I’ll be here, no matter what, whenever you need me — every step of the way.”

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& ( i have no idea what happened and i angsted nonetheless aah ) & kaxsudon & ˗ˏˋ ɴᴜʟʟᴀ ϙᴜᴀᴇsᴛɪᴏ ░ — answered. ˎˊ˗

GUIDELINES.

Hello, first of all, thank you for reading this ! Lots of people ignore reading the rules or about beforehand so it’s brilliant that you spare some time to search through one’s blog !
I know rules get boring but please bear with me. I’ll try to make these as short as I can:

— Private & Semi-Selective:

I always read the rules of blogs who I follow and if I follow you, it means I’d love to interact in the future. While not strictly mutual exclusive, in order not to get overwhelmed, some starter calls and such will be for mutuals only. This consists of out of tumblr contacts as well but I’m a very open person so, if you’d like to interact, just shoot me an IM and we’ll figure something out ! For other Viktors, while tentative and somehow inexperienced, I am open to interacting with duplicates but if you don’t mention it in your rules, I won’t follow you first, this is just to make sure you’re 100% on board with it !

— Other Fandoms:

I’m certainly open to interacting with other fandoms and I love having aus/crossovers ! I might be hesitant with a fandom I have no information of, but I’m usually very open minded. I also have a RL FC and resources for non-anime characters that will be used accordingly.

— No Godmodding:

Or metagaming of sorts. You have your character and I have mine.

— Shipping & Relationships:

I love shipping and having relationships of any kind — For romantic-relationships, besides Viktuuri, I always ship Viktor/Chemistry. However, sometimes some ships just don’t work. Please don’t force ships on me. That’ll give you an automatic unfollow. For family-relationships, if your character has a relationship prior to our roleplaying history with him according to the your hc/etc, please let me know about your character’s relationship with him beforehand so we can discuss it and I can act accordingly. This is for non-canon relations.

— Starters & Memes:

I love memes and you can always send me one no matter if we’ve interacted before or not. When it comes to starters, I like doing greeters from time to time but sometimes I don’t have time to do some. So, if you want to interact, just message me ! That’ll be much easier. Also always feel free to continue a meme as a thread, provided that you do such in a separate post.

— OOC Drama & Guilt tripping:

Just please don’t — I’m someone who gets affected easily and if see unnecessary drama or hate, I’ll simply unfollow and ignore.

— Triggers:

I’ll always tag any potential triggers ( blood tw, violence tw etc. ) and those mentioned in your rules, however I may slip once in a while so please do let me know if you’d like anything tagged. I understand completely and want this to be a safe space for everyone.

— Age:

I am 18 and of age at the moment — however, smut will be done on a case-to-case basis tentatively. I’m also always up for black-outs and such.

— Replies:

Unfortunately, I’m a very slow student who has lots of exams so it’s very likely that I’ll miss replies or reply late from time to time. A friendly reminder is more than welcome but please don’t pester me.

— Formatting & Images:

My preference is to use icons but I don’t mind if you use something else or nothing at all. It’s your writing that matters. Besides the credits on the sidebar, I’ve made everything on this blog myself so please don’t take them without my permission !

— OOC:

There will be OOC posts in this blog. For out of tumblr contacts, I’ll be more than happy to give skype, kik, or even maybe whatsapp to mutuals upon request.

And last of all, have fun — that’s what roleplaying is for !

vita ante acta.

Pre-Canon, unless discussed, usually after his 5th win at the GPF, unsure whether or not he’s going to continue. This is before Yuuri and the canon storyline, locations might vary but he’s back in St Peterburg.

— TAG.
sic vita est.

Post-Canon, where the show left off, Yuuri and Viktor are in a relationship and living in St Petersburg, with occasional trips to Hasetsu. While this blog is multiship & multiverse, Viktor will be in a relationship in this verse unless discussed.

— TAG.
so just pull the trigger.

mafia au, orphaned at birth, he was taken by a famous Russian mafia and learned everything he knows from them. Viktor poses as the head-man while he simply works under the boss, Yuuri Katsuki. As it’s with every verse, details are subject to change.

— TAG.
( possible tw; blood, guns, violence )
your heart is a jewel & i want to make it mine.

spy au, an ex-agent who worked in Служба Внешней Разведки, SVR, or simply Russia’s foreign intelligence agency, depending on the timeline, he either works freelance or is a part of a private intelligence agency. Recruited when he was just a little boy, he’s quite experienced and used to be of top rank.

— TAG.
( possible tw; blood, guns, violence )
angels show up in the strangest of places.

post-apocalypse au, used to be a part of the military, due to disciplinary problems, he was kicked out. Barely a year later, the infection began to spread, destroying the world in mere weeks. Viktor managed to survive, thanks to his training and skills, and is traveling across the country, hoping to find other people and perhaps, his safe heaven.

— TAG.
( possible tw; blood, guns, violence )
this love will set you free.

royalty au, in a world full of magic, Viktor’s the prince of a land that is in war with a neighboring country, fighting for the dominance of the ice forest in between — there are other forces at play but while both kingdoms are grieving for their losses, they’re unable to see pass their vendetta.

— TAG.